Life better than your Dream

"You know you're in love
when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams"
- Dr.Suess

An exquisite meaning in the quote !
You can define it in many possible ways,

--> Hard work by a person, lets him live the REALITY more and DREAM less.

--> Fallen in love with someone, want you to stay awake all night and feel the presence around your loved one.

--> A business man builds his business to high stakes to be a millionaire in REALITY than in DREAMS

--> A newborn baby fights back its sleep to see the colors in life and not DREAM.

'Not all dreamers have lost their dreams,
Likewise not all dreams are with the dreamers'

"Dream the vision you want to live,
not the vision you wanted to live"
... Manjhunath

DEATH = Enemy !!

A mysterious Feeling of what just happened, why is everything around blank and sad, why is everyone sharing memories, why tears are shed, CONFUSED !! Yes, I was...
Friend always stays by you. Help, fun, Sadness, hug, support, smile or Frown.. WHERE ARE YOU NOW.??
A bike accident which was brutal and where 4 ribs crush, 2 on either side, both collar bones are cracked, Blood Clots in head...... WHAT !!!
Not one day, one week, one fortnight, even a month !! He battled to survive and come "BACK TO US" for "FORTY FIVE" days... Blood being transfused every now and then, needles pierced every vien, fluids was the only source of energy,, Everything around him would have been white and smelled medicinal..He waited to see the real sun and real shade...
Doctors Declared he was in coma for weeks..
He hardly gave a small gesture to the two loving souls (parents) by him day n night !! READY TO SACRIFICE !!
"HELL WITH US AND THE MEMORIES WE HAD" :'(
In between once he was declared DEAD.... {heart seizure} SILENCE !!
V - Fib... !! After 3 minutes he got back his heart beating and resonating to say " I WANNA LIVE "
Day after day.... Doctors operated ....
Operations after operation ... Parents hoped a lot....
Last two days of his charm..
Day 1...
Shifted from ICU to normal ward to say he is out of danger..
He smiles , talks with difficulty ... Parents had ever had better happiness than that moments..
Day 2...
Day was good , eve was good...
9:00 PM - Doctor said he had to remove some water content of the lung cavity. Through Tubes...
An "INEXPERIENCED" Doctor companies and says I'll take it from here.. He does the tubular method through the food pipe..
After few seconds.. Dad by side shouts "his pulse rate is dropping"
Doctor replied "Its an error in system"
Till the final moment He struggles to breath... Again !! CARDIAC ARREST.. !! Doctors rush and try all. Finally said "HE IS DEAD"

I call this a CLINICAL DEATH .. Blame the DOCTOR..
Reports Read " INFECTIOUS BODY COULDN'T BE TREATED " :O
What was the necessary for an inexperienced doctor to try his luck !!

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My friend ..
Was not destined to die at the age of 18 !!!
DEATH IS.... NO MORE !! I HAD ENOUGH...
We all miss you and your company.. !!
If there exist something as afterlife
Live your best , Be happy !!
May your soul Rest In PEACE !!

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"GOD ALWAYS WANT GOOD PEOPLE WITH HIM"

February 14 Jazz.

A dry Evening, Walking down the no man's land, floors all stones, sky is pale, let go music plays in a part of my brain... No emotions, no commotions. Just me and myself...

Through the caves, to a shiny green grass land

By the shades of a tree, layers of stones stacked in a non-uniform manner;

Rests my back on the trunk, clueless of what is it going to be next.

Aimless moments, the feeling of still not achieved,

Loneliness has always accompanied me, deep within;

Striving hard to keep a smile .

Caught in the isle of someone's happiness, wanting to see for years;

Pressure builds to tip your eye off its sight, minds all topsy-turvy,

Streaming down the pour line, opening valves and pumping the fears;

Veins bulge and contract in no time, finally I’m all watery.

At a distance, I see a silhouette in the bright sun;

Gets me on feet, makes me more anxious

My mind draws the image, gets the muscles ready for a run;

Fuzzy hair, tall as a model, bare handed, standing audacious.

Pain within talks, hand turns cold;

Makes an inexpressible feeling,

Time freezes, tedious moment

Everything around is on pause....

Walking towards, grass feels like thorns

Yet another chance to meet

Glares of sun, blinds me for a minute

Open eyes to see, it was the best optical illusion ever.

Finally this all happens within you,

No one pushed you in, No one sailed you out;

Why sour out feelings for no reason,

Instead just not think about the unwanted things.

Happiness is in love, love is all over.

Love n Be loved.

x)

-Mj

Happiness that Never Fades !!

Just thought of all the friends I made in this world in ONE life. With no other thoughts I came here to write this. Life is not very far. No one knows when one ends with their life. Ultimately you just have one thing live with the loved ones and make it Memorable and not Remorseful. Thinking about the past friends is not that needy , when I think about the friends I am living with now like the college , Play area , Work , Fests , Concerts , Techno parties. Gonna miss them real bad. The ones you meet mutually , the ones who stand by as your down in life. I am thankfull to all that wonderfull ones whom I choose n are destined to be with me. My friends at college , the way they care , hiddeous though makes me feel blessed to have such beautiful friends.

College - A dwelling where I met people from all over the country , different race , cultures , Languages they speak. Articulating with them can never get any better. The few hours I spend in college a day always makes some mark. The way one rates the other , teasing , Swearing and Supports. By reading this it creates a deep hole in ya thoughts that you are scared to go there , yet it shall be the most wonderfull creation in your own thoughts. College is not all this...

Friends from past - As time fades all of them turn out to be a past. Out of which some s ouls even now they don't make you feel they are your past , are the ones you meet in a destiny or the ones you are destined to be with. Far enough , still care the same. Long distance never works with relationships - long distance in friendship is the most fabulous feeling that bonds each other. I do have many friends distanced from me , promising that one day they will meet and do still keeps in touch...

This is for now. !! Never ends x)

Look Around.

A Meal a day, a smile a day !!

Poor is the word that is more evident in a healthy Society. Not every person is blessed to live with their parents , not every community has its name recognized, the poor community is the one that struggles every minute to live the next minute.
They don't see Bank accounts , pay cheque's or credit cards. Its their daily wages that keeps their heart Beating. Let they not starve to death. An average man satisfies himself with three times of food in a day, where as the poor will have to sacrifice his one time food to his fellow-being !! Please do promote and educate one and all around about the poor. They need your care and not your money or property.
The Children of poor is not meant to be poor again. Education is what they need. Thus he shall not carry himself as a poor again in the society.
Do have Compunction towards the Poor.
Weekend parties and hi-fi gadgets just lets you feel yourself proud , but sacrificing your luxury needs for a poor makes feel proud among em all.
They never Kvetch to others about their Living. All they need is a shoulder to support and a greeting smile to ultimately see them happy.
P.S. HELP THE POOR AND LET NOT BE THERE A WORD POOR AHEAD.

Yeuk !!

The Mojo , behemoth sized Knowledge. Was all that made a change. !!
She has\had a Boyfren.. that never came in my mind. It was her voice , Character , attitude , Living style. As commonly said!
JUST CARRIED ME AWAY. (*_*). Love is a feeling?? Never. Its a MAGIC that turns your thoughts upside down and makes you feel a fall of the tallest cliff. Kept me blind from all the people who cared and kept me deaf n dumb from all the souls wanting to talk and hear from me. Not everyone you WISH FOR WILL COME WITH. Kept the daily activities wandering around to find time to talk. Sounds all like a blab, yeah jump in my shoes to feel this bumpy trek ;) I feel Compunction at last.
"The beginning of compunction is the beginning of a new life." ;) :)

George Eliot.

To be Contd.

Let It Go.

Let It Go !!

Looking into the mirror.. I see Two , a Truth within me and a False around. Truth Fails to accept the false and so false repels the truth. The reflection on the mirror is true but the what i reflect to others seems painful. All that matters to me is an anonymous living. Let go of matters which doesn't give a value of Life. There are So many .. strongly said "SO MANY" to learn , practice , excellence , teach and Convey your message on it. Make the most of it , there is always something to be happy about than worrying about things that don't get better. To be Contd.