ART Experience !

“Art is not what you see, but what you make others see.”
                                                         ~ Edgar Degas.

Last evening had been to an Art Exhibition, Was my first time experience in there. Let me tell you, what I felt.. The paintings hung over the wall, people murmuring, curators briefing, artists explain their art and what was I doing? Looking at em and wondering.. Every individual painting was vivid, had a deep meaning, gave a deep thought over it as to what the artist would have thought when he got himself with colors and the canvas.. Did he really try to tell what is seen? Why cant it be like this? Does it mean the same as what i have in mind? Among all these were ones that caught me, A painting had this old detached house, storm filled environment and people returned home... !! Another art that depicted the human senses shown in a cycle.. The best one was the art which showed a comparison between a fetus in womb and a fish !! Too many small drawings within and made me think more deep. This experience was amazing, Thank you, for this opportunity for me to realize the meaning of art. I concluded saying.. 

"Art is what you imagine"

And I even heard this statement among the crowd "Only like 40% of the artists really mean the art they do, rest just do the art work for the sake of completion & carry a degree from an art school".

So true !! Some paintings there made totally no sense at all. Even the artist wouldn't have given a thought over it.

Cheers

-Mj

A new start!

Started off bad, you made me wait for an hour. Still i kept my cool and waited. Everything around went past and I kept searching among the crowd for you, till i got a text from you that you already reached i lost it.. Reading the text, led to that sudden rush of emotions kept me high on toes, climbed the three storied building and finally gave a glance at your presence, you waiting to say hello, I ACTED not to notice and ended up entering the room and greeted the other friend. Turned back to see you were not there, had to rush to you and made the best greet, though you deserved more. Time passed, paper cups had holes, blood thinned and talks went on and on. There should be a villain(bad guy) in every scene to make it complete and meaningful, There was one. Don't wanna waste time telling about that loser, I've dirtied my mouth enough and made it clear to the you. When wonderful moments come by, Its goes with the saying, we have no words to express. Thereafter till this moment, everything has been wonderful and inexpressible. You are amazing, ..... what do i thank you for? You have made changes? Made me realize the value? charm? Smartness? Care? Fight? I am living it... I WILL wait for more :)
The end. J-Walking.. Oh no.. JAYWalking, you end up with a raindrop hit your eye in your search of stars... DAY OF MY LIFE.
I want to say this to you, 

"May the wind always be at your back, and the sun always upon your face and the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars"


-Life 

Graduation !

Day I completed my Undergrad, Listening to music and never focused on the lyrics, Just the tunes, I came up with this...

It is virtually impossible to compete in today's global economy without a college degree.
 
-Bobby Scott



Now as an Engineer, To focus more in life I set my goals to a higher limit. Engineering was one of it, Achieved ! Ready to face the world of politics, corruption, investments, people, brains nested with em and challenges. (all as to in-terms corporate world). Gosh sounds like so much and I am not ready yet, for whatever reason i had this feeling that I am gonna go through this and have no clue why i had this feeling, its all about Wrestling and to measure the amount of success, how high i go or how much money i make. How do i know that its worth living my life for, Do i need anyone, whom do i need, where do i need?   Else I do it alone? (just to say i already have one, but still want to do it on my own)
 
This is the solution i came up FOR NOW, for an individual to have  a perfect understanding about their living, Goes like this :) Moments Flyby, people come by, emotions pass by, feelings some stay, some change, some makes you strong or tear apart, at the end no one make u happy than yourself, born in this world with many people around you who are not promised to come along all the way till your last.. So death happens unknowingly ( if you know your death is coming up, stop thinking about and live your life). Do the work, until it satisfies you, Once you are satisfied, There is no need to satisfy nother ! Self realization and self confidence can drive an individual to any heights and make his living worthwhile !

Dated : 15-06-2013

Life better than your Dream

"You know you're in love
when you can't fall asleep
because reality is finally better than your dreams"
- Dr.Suess

An exquisite meaning in the quote !
You can define it in many possible ways,

--> Hard work by a person, lets him live the REALITY more and DREAM less.

--> Fallen in love with someone, want you to stay awake all night and feel the presence around your loved one.

--> A business man builds his business to high stakes to be a millionaire in REALITY than in DREAMS

--> A newborn baby fights back its sleep to see the colors in life and not DREAM.

'Not all dreamers have lost their dreams,
Likewise not all dreams are with the dreamers'

"Dream the vision you want to live,
not the vision you wanted to live"
... Manjhunath

DEATH = Enemy !!

A mysterious Feeling of what just happened, why is everything around blank and sad, why is everyone sharing memories, why tears are shed, CONFUSED !! Yes, I was...
Friend always stays by you. Help, fun, Sadness, hug, support, smile or Frown.. WHERE ARE YOU NOW.??
A bike accident which was brutal and where 4 ribs crush, 2 on either side, both collar bones are cracked, Blood Clots in head...... WHAT !!!
Not one day, one week, one fortnight, even a month !! He battled to survive and come "BACK TO US" for "FORTY FIVE" days... Blood being transfused every now and then, needles pierced every vien, fluids was the only source of energy,, Everything around him would have been white and smelled medicinal..He waited to see the real sun and real shade...
Doctors Declared he was in coma for weeks..
He hardly gave a small gesture to the two loving souls (parents) by him day n night !! READY TO SACRIFICE !!
"HELL WITH US AND THE MEMORIES WE HAD" :'(
In between once he was declared DEAD.... {heart seizure} SILENCE !!
V - Fib... !! After 3 minutes he got back his heart beating and resonating to say " I WANNA LIVE "
Day after day.... Doctors operated ....
Operations after operation ... Parents hoped a lot....
Last two days of his charm..
Day 1...
Shifted from ICU to normal ward to say he is out of danger..
He smiles , talks with difficulty ... Parents had ever had better happiness than that moments..
Day 2...
Day was good , eve was good...
9:00 PM - Doctor said he had to remove some water content of the lung cavity. Through Tubes...
An "INEXPERIENCED" Doctor companies and says I'll take it from here.. He does the tubular method through the food pipe..
After few seconds.. Dad by side shouts "his pulse rate is dropping"
Doctor replied "Its an error in system"
Till the final moment He struggles to breath... Again !! CARDIAC ARREST.. !! Doctors rush and try all. Finally said "HE IS DEAD"

I call this a CLINICAL DEATH .. Blame the DOCTOR..
Reports Read " INFECTIOUS BODY COULDN'T BE TREATED " :O
What was the necessary for an inexperienced doctor to try his luck !!

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My friend ..
Was not destined to die at the age of 18 !!!
DEATH IS.... NO MORE !! I HAD ENOUGH...
We all miss you and your company.. !!
If there exist something as afterlife
Live your best , Be happy !!
May your soul Rest In PEACE !!

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"GOD ALWAYS WANT GOOD PEOPLE WITH HIM"

February 14 Jazz.

A dry Evening, Walking down the no man's land, floors all stones, sky is pale, let go music plays in a part of my brain... No emotions, no commotions. Just me and myself...

Through the caves, to a shiny green grass land

By the shades of a tree, layers of stones stacked in a non-uniform manner;

Rests my back on the trunk, clueless of what is it going to be next.

Aimless moments, the feeling of still not achieved,

Loneliness has always accompanied me, deep within;

Striving hard to keep a smile .

Caught in the isle of someone's happiness, wanting to see for years;

Pressure builds to tip your eye off its sight, minds all topsy-turvy,

Streaming down the pour line, opening valves and pumping the fears;

Veins bulge and contract in no time, finally I’m all watery.

At a distance, I see a silhouette in the bright sun;

Gets me on feet, makes me more anxious

My mind draws the image, gets the muscles ready for a run;

Fuzzy hair, tall as a model, bare handed, standing audacious.

Pain within talks, hand turns cold;

Makes an inexpressible feeling,

Time freezes, tedious moment

Everything around is on pause....

Walking towards, grass feels like thorns

Yet another chance to meet

Glares of sun, blinds me for a minute

Open eyes to see, it was the best optical illusion ever.

Finally this all happens within you,

No one pushed you in, No one sailed you out;

Why sour out feelings for no reason,

Instead just not think about the unwanted things.

Happiness is in love, love is all over.

Love n Be loved.

x)

-Mj

Happiness that Never Fades !!

Just thought of all the friends I made in this world in ONE life. With no other thoughts I came here to write this. Life is not very far. No one knows when one ends with their life. Ultimately you just have one thing live with the loved ones and make it Memorable and not Remorseful. Thinking about the past friends is not that needy , when I think about the friends I am living with now like the college , Play area , Work , Fests , Concerts , Techno parties. Gonna miss them real bad. The ones you meet mutually , the ones who stand by as your down in life. I am thankfull to all that wonderfull ones whom I choose n are destined to be with me. My friends at college , the way they care , hiddeous though makes me feel blessed to have such beautiful friends.

College - A dwelling where I met people from all over the country , different race , cultures , Languages they speak. Articulating with them can never get any better. The few hours I spend in college a day always makes some mark. The way one rates the other , teasing , Swearing and Supports. By reading this it creates a deep hole in ya thoughts that you are scared to go there , yet it shall be the most wonderfull creation in your own thoughts. College is not all this...

Friends from past - As time fades all of them turn out to be a past. Out of which some s ouls even now they don't make you feel they are your past , are the ones you meet in a destiny or the ones you are destined to be with. Far enough , still care the same. Long distance never works with relationships - long distance in friendship is the most fabulous feeling that bonds each other. I do have many friends distanced from me , promising that one day they will meet and do still keeps in touch...

This is for now. !! Never ends x)