Is Self-righteousness Right? Do I have to accept it ?

The closeness, fondness, respect, attitude, smile, all this seems to just fade when you don't strike the right chord in your action of life when its required. Taking the most simple example - A relationship, You continue to let it stay it stays happily and not take it in thoughts and strangle it to death?
I,
Regret Regret Regret !! Am i doing it right? I was not asked to be in this obnoxious situation, I indeed brought myself here and swear to that god, its not comfortable to be here. There is no need for one to impose your self qualities/principles on the other just coz you are right and perfect (if you feel so). Let he live by his standards and see where he ends up on his values, you never know he MIGHT be right in his way and he being unique from you. If you were right, he indeed did learn his lesson ! Be this kinda teacher. From this post, I tell clearly please don't be bossed over by anyone in this universe. You are in control of your own emotions and personality, You are alone !! Choose what is right for you...

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My point of view here is being unhappy, you have wasted a moment in life. I need a new place to live? Am i wrong trying to save myself?  I am just confused.. I leave it to you readers is that being self-righteous is right on one's part if so it leaves the other blank and unhappy?
 

ART Experience !

“Art is not what you see, but what you make others see.”
                                                         ~ Edgar Degas.

Last evening had been to an Art Exhibition, Was my first time experience in there. Let me tell you, what I felt.. The paintings hung over the wall, people murmuring, curators briefing, artists explain their art and what was I doing? Looking at em and wondering.. Every individual painting was vivid, had a deep meaning, gave a deep thought over it as to what the artist would have thought when he got himself with colors and the canvas.. Did he really try to tell what is seen? Why cant it be like this? Does it mean the same as what i have in mind? Among all these were ones that caught me, A painting had this old detached house, storm filled environment and people returned home... !! Another art that depicted the human senses shown in a cycle.. The best one was the art which showed a comparison between a fetus in womb and a fish !! Too many small drawings within and made me think more deep. This experience was amazing, Thank you, for this opportunity for me to realize the meaning of art. I concluded saying.. 

"Art is what you imagine"

And I even heard this statement among the crowd "Only like 40% of the artists really mean the art they do, rest just do the art work for the sake of completion & carry a degree from an art school".

So true !! Some paintings there made totally no sense at all. Even the artist wouldn't have given a thought over it.

Cheers

-Mj

A new start!

Started off bad, you made me wait for an hour. Still i kept my cool and waited. Everything around went past and I kept searching among the crowd for you, till i got a text from you that you already reached i lost it.. Reading the text, led to that sudden rush of emotions kept me high on toes, climbed the three storied building and finally gave a glance at your presence, you waiting to say hello, I ACTED not to notice and ended up entering the room and greeted the other friend. Turned back to see you were not there, had to rush to you and made the best greet, though you deserved more. Time passed, paper cups had holes, blood thinned and talks went on and on. There should be a villain(bad guy) in every scene to make it complete and meaningful, There was one. Don't wanna waste time telling about that loser, I've dirtied my mouth enough and made it clear to the you. When wonderful moments come by, Its goes with the saying, we have no words to express. Thereafter till this moment, everything has been wonderful and inexpressible. You are amazing, ..... what do i thank you for? You have made changes? Made me realize the value? charm? Smartness? Care? Fight? I am living it... I WILL wait for more :)
The end. J-Walking.. Oh no.. JAYWalking, you end up with a raindrop hit your eye in your search of stars... DAY OF MY LIFE.
I want to say this to you, 

"May the wind always be at your back, and the sun always upon your face and the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars"


-Life 

Graduation !

Day I completed my Undergrad, Listening to music and never focused on the lyrics, Just the tunes, I came up with this...

It is virtually impossible to compete in today's global economy without a college degree.
 
-Bobby Scott



Now as an Engineer, To focus more in life I set my goals to a higher limit. Engineering was one of it, Achieved ! Ready to face the world of politics, corruption, investments, people, brains nested with em and challenges. (all as to in-terms corporate world). Gosh sounds like so much and I am not ready yet, for whatever reason i had this feeling that I am gonna go through this and have no clue why i had this feeling, its all about Wrestling and to measure the amount of success, how high i go or how much money i make. How do i know that its worth living my life for, Do i need anyone, whom do i need, where do i need?   Else I do it alone? (just to say i already have one, but still want to do it on my own)
 
This is the solution i came up FOR NOW, for an individual to have  a perfect understanding about their living, Goes like this :) Moments Flyby, people come by, emotions pass by, feelings some stay, some change, some makes you strong or tear apart, at the end no one make u happy than yourself, born in this world with many people around you who are not promised to come along all the way till your last.. So death happens unknowingly ( if you know your death is coming up, stop thinking about and live your life). Do the work, until it satisfies you, Once you are satisfied, There is no need to satisfy nother ! Self realization and self confidence can drive an individual to any heights and make his living worthwhile !

Dated : 15-06-2013