A dry Evening, Walking down the no man's land, floors all stones, sky is pale, let go music plays in a part of my brain... No emotions, no commotions. Just me and myself...
Through the caves, to a shiny green grass land
By the shades of a tree, layers of stones stacked in a non-uniform manner;
Rests my back on the trunk, clueless of what is it going to be next.
Aimless moments, the feeling of still not achieved,
Loneliness has always accompanied me, deep within;
Striving hard to keep a smile .
Caught in the isle of someone's happiness, wanting to see for years;
Pressure builds to tip your eye off its sight, minds all topsy-turvy,
Streaming down the pour line, opening valves and pumping the fears;
Veins bulge and contract in no time, finally I’m all watery.
At a distance, I see a silhouette in the bright sun;
Gets me on feet, makes me more anxious
My mind draws the image, gets the muscles ready for a run;
Fuzzy hair, tall as a model, bare handed, standing audacious.
Pain within talks, hand turns cold;
Makes an inexpressible feeling,
Time freezes, tedious moment
Everything around is on pause....
Walking towards, grass feels like thorns
Yet another chance to meet
Glares of sun, blinds me for a minute
Open eyes to see, it was the best optical illusion ever.
Finally this all happens within you,
No one pushed you in, No one sailed you out;
Why sour out feelings for no reason,
Instead just not think about the unwanted things.
Happiness is in love, love is all over.
Love n Be loved.
x)
-Mj