Sunday, February 13, 2011

February 14 Jazz.


A dry Evening, Walking down the no man's land, floors all stones, sky is pale, let go music plays in a part of my brain... No emotions, no commotions. Just me and myself...

Through the caves, to a shiny green grass land

By the shades of a tree, layers of stones stacked in a non-uniform manner;

Rests my back on the trunk, clueless of what is it going to be next.

Aimless moments, the feeling of still not achieved,

Loneliness has always accompanied me, deep within;

Striving hard to keep a smile .

Caught in the isle of someone's happiness, wanting to see for years;

Pressure builds to tip your eye off its sight, minds all topsy-turvy,

Streaming down the pour line, opening valves and pumping the fears;

Veins bulge and contract in no time, finally I’m all watery.

At a distance, I see a silhouette in the bright sun;

Gets me on feet, makes me more anxious

My mind draws the image, gets the muscles ready for a run;

Fuzzy hair, tall as a model, bare handed, standing audacious.

Pain within talks, hand turns cold;

Makes an inexpressible feeling,

Time freezes, tedious moment

Everything around is on pause....

Walking towards, grass feels like thorns

Yet another chance to meet

Glares of sun, blinds me for a minute

Open eyes to see, it was the best optical illusion ever.

Finally this all happens within you,

No one pushed you in, No one sailed you out;

Why sour out feelings for no reason,

Instead just not think about the unwanted things.

Happiness is in love, love is all over.

Love n Be loved.

x)

-Mj