DEATH = Enemy !!

A mysterious Feeling of what just happened, why is everything around blank and sad, why is everyone sharing memories, why tears are shed, CONFUSED !! Yes, I was...
Friend always stays by you. Help, fun, Sadness, hug, support, smile or Frown.. WHERE ARE YOU NOW.??
A bike accident which was brutal and where 4 ribs crush, 2 on either side, both collar bones are cracked, Blood Clots in head...... WHAT !!!
Not one day, one week, one fortnight, even a month !! He battled to survive and come "BACK TO US" for "FORTY FIVE" days... Blood being transfused every now and then, needles pierced every vien, fluids was the only source of energy,, Everything around him would have been white and smelled medicinal..He waited to see the real sun and real shade...
Doctors Declared he was in coma for weeks..
He hardly gave a small gesture to the two loving souls (parents) by him day n night !! READY TO SACRIFICE !!
"HELL WITH US AND THE MEMORIES WE HAD" :'(
In between once he was declared DEAD.... {heart seizure} SILENCE !!
V - Fib... !! After 3 minutes he got back his heart beating and resonating to say " I WANNA LIVE "
Day after day.... Doctors operated ....
Operations after operation ... Parents hoped a lot....
Last two days of his charm..
Day 1...
Shifted from ICU to normal ward to say he is out of danger..
He smiles , talks with difficulty ... Parents had ever had better happiness than that moments..
Day 2...
Day was good , eve was good...
9:00 PM - Doctor said he had to remove some water content of the lung cavity. Through Tubes...
An "INEXPERIENCED" Doctor companies and says I'll take it from here.. He does the tubular method through the food pipe..
After few seconds.. Dad by side shouts "his pulse rate is dropping"
Doctor replied "Its an error in system"
Till the final moment He struggles to breath... Again !! CARDIAC ARREST.. !! Doctors rush and try all. Finally said "HE IS DEAD"

I call this a CLINICAL DEATH .. Blame the DOCTOR..
Reports Read " INFECTIOUS BODY COULDN'T BE TREATED " :O
What was the necessary for an inexperienced doctor to try his luck !!

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My friend ..
Was not destined to die at the age of 18 !!!
DEATH IS.... NO MORE !! I HAD ENOUGH...
We all miss you and your company.. !!
If there exist something as afterlife
Live your best , Be happy !!
May your soul Rest In PEACE !!

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"GOD ALWAYS WANT GOOD PEOPLE WITH HIM"

February 14 Jazz.

A dry Evening, Walking down the no man's land, floors all stones, sky is pale, let go music plays in a part of my brain... No emotions, no commotions. Just me and myself...

Through the caves, to a shiny green grass land

By the shades of a tree, layers of stones stacked in a non-uniform manner;

Rests my back on the trunk, clueless of what is it going to be next.

Aimless moments, the feeling of still not achieved,

Loneliness has always accompanied me, deep within;

Striving hard to keep a smile .

Caught in the isle of someone's happiness, wanting to see for years;

Pressure builds to tip your eye off its sight, minds all topsy-turvy,

Streaming down the pour line, opening valves and pumping the fears;

Veins bulge and contract in no time, finally I’m all watery.

At a distance, I see a silhouette in the bright sun;

Gets me on feet, makes me more anxious

My mind draws the image, gets the muscles ready for a run;

Fuzzy hair, tall as a model, bare handed, standing audacious.

Pain within talks, hand turns cold;

Makes an inexpressible feeling,

Time freezes, tedious moment

Everything around is on pause....

Walking towards, grass feels like thorns

Yet another chance to meet

Glares of sun, blinds me for a minute

Open eyes to see, it was the best optical illusion ever.

Finally this all happens within you,

No one pushed you in, No one sailed you out;

Why sour out feelings for no reason,

Instead just not think about the unwanted things.

Happiness is in love, love is all over.

Love n Be loved.

x)

-Mj